I’m tired of not being one hundred and ten percent happy! I'm here always putting on a fake smile! I've been threw hell&back the past maybe say 3years&in those 3years I have lost my real smile! Getting my heart broken and losing real friends........ I smile cuz I hate having people feel bad for me! I don't need it! I don't need attention either! I just want REAL friends and a LONG&REAL relationship! Is that to much to ask for??